i can't be tamed

FACTS:
(mainly)

I am in my edtech class.
I am eating a reeces. As if to say, self, way to be in class today.
Sadly I was not ready in time to make it to my first class so I took my time eating a grapefruit and looking at ehhh dresses online with Mcall.
I broke and called the man last night.
Last night at midnight the roomies and I ordered cheezy bread and coke.
Apparently I have been feeling a bit indulgent this week.

at work I feel like I should be wearing an orange jumpsuit
and speaking with an accent
maybe I will one of these days.

quote that i liked from my BOM class today:
"our lives will be an absolute manifestation of what we really want"

craziest and best roomates ever in the world:
mine.

best man ever:

mine.

(the above statement is also a fact)

xo,

kayla

my phone doesn't ring anymore

Dear Bloggy,

I am currently enduring one of the most awful forms of modern torture, which is a deprivation of communication. The man in my life decided that we should do a Ukraine practice run. Since we won't be able to call eachother 4+ times a day like I do here in the states, he decided that for the next 2 days we are allowed 1 email each. No calls, No texts. It's only been mas o menos 12 hours and I am dying. DYYYING FRIENDS.

Also you will be pleased to hear that I got a job. And maybe if you hate me a little bit you will feel satisfaction from that fact that it is a custodial job and I spend my life riding around a giant vaccuum and loosing control over this 200 pound carpet buffer. The vaccuum is called "The Chariot" of all things, and when I ride it around I ALWAYS have that song stuck in my head that says... "sweet charioooot give me your wings..." I think it's by Gavin Degraw. It's like life decided to open up a can of responsibility and character and dump it on me while I was sleeping. How bout a can of 14 hours of sleep and a keg of diet coke? And while we are being ridiculous how about a personal assistant that does homework and gives back massages?That would help me.

I made a deliscious pie last night. Need I say more? Need I tell you what kind of improvements have came about in the Kayla Cooking Department since the days of nobakes and burned grilled cheese? I am really trying here. Also I am really proscrastinating my homework.

adios muchachos.

filled with ♥

we all could use:
more HUGS
more creativity
more opportunities to SHINE
more laughing till your abs hurt
less worries
more free refills at movie theaters
less pressure to be someone that we AREN'T
more patience with ourselves and with others
more surprise love notes
a good yoga session
less tears
and more shoulders to catch them

Afton and I watched Eclipse tonight! Gets betta every time I swear. Mainly what is a good time is girl talk and being giddy silly girls when we aren't bogged down by SCHOOL and the horrors thereof.

Rexburg is tough sometimes.
BUT WE CAN DOOO IT!
(with the help of the occasional caffienated beverage and insano roomie dance party)


<3,
Kayla

don't die welcome to rexburg ♥

Happy first day of classes, if this rain keeps up your biggest fear shouldn't be finding your classes but being swept in the growing river that is plowing down the streets or being pelted in the face by a piece of hail and receiving unrepairable damage to your face. I think it is mother nature's way of weeding out the weak ones here in the Burgler.

I am going to talk to you about fear, and how my fear has evolved over the years. When I was 15 years old and camping, my biggest fear would be walking to the outhouse in the dark by myself. I would panic about a character from a scary story told around the campfire lurking in the trees. Now I would rather be killed then use an outhouse, and I am now more afraid of rent payments and where the heck my registration and insurance went out of my car, insomuch that I would gladly welcome the Freak from Scary Creek to attack me in the woods so that I wouldn't have to worry about those things. And I my friends, am not a worrier.

First day of classes was today. BYU-I is so small. I have at least 3 people I know in every class, and in between classes was an insano hug " HELLOO!! HOW ARE YOU!" party. My favorite moment of the day was when one of my professors told his life story with different hats and teared up when he talked about his crappy relationship with his father. However, I am committed to ehh be an active participant in my education, and care about it and whatnot. And not make fun of my emotional teacher anymore. Watch me pull a 4.0. Dooo it.

Random Phase: HAMBURGERS.
What the junk,no? I have been actively despising hamburgers for at least a few years. And then in Missoula on the way to Rexburg instead of a happy meal, I thought... " Or how about a Mushroom and Swiss burger the size of my face?" And it was delicious.

adios mo town

Today was insane. I am still processing recent events.

First off I discovered yesterday that TODAY would be my last day in Moses Lake before I left for school. I didn't feel ready to leave, I wasn't ready to say goodbye... and I wasn't ready to smash all my belongings into my poor falling-apart Altima. Yes, the falling apart of the mentioned carro is my fault, ok. Yes I am aware. I'm a much better driver than I was when I was 16. Minus the garbage can incident 2 days ago. What the junk was it doing there?!

Anyways basically I was freaking out. All day. Like that feeling like you are forgetting something important. And I hadn't even left yet. I discovered one thing I forgot though. My ipod headphones. Bahhhh.

On my way out of town I stopped by my handsome man's house to drop off some sweaters that I had borrowed. And to say goodbye. And to be told that apparently my car was out of coolant, and he fixed it, but that was an unexpected bonus. I miss that man already. For reals. Do I normally keep emotion out of my blog? Yes. Besides sarcasm and occasionally disdain. But it's my blog. And I'll say what I please. You didn't even know that I had a man. That's how stealth I am.

Anyways I may have made the biggest mistake of my life thus far. So that is always a great feeling, you know?

Then I went to Brian's football game. That he didn't play in because he is Hobbles and on crutches. First we went to the wrong stadium. It was like a family wide blond moment. Where you are all in the stands and then you see the wrong teams run out. Awesome. Anyways we found the right one eventually. I predicted they'd get smashed, and I predicted right. I got to use my only football vocabulary, "RUN THE CLOCK." They did. Shortly after I yelled at them to. I sat by a friend from high school though and we caught up and had girl talk it was good.

And now I am going to proceed to go to bed before 2 AM. A concept that evaded the man and I prior to today.

TOMORROW I LEAVE FOR CAMPING.


luvs,
Kayla

swath you.

Today I was an accomplice in the swathing of a field. Meaning I sat in the little passenger seat really amused while things were explained to me by a farm genius . Can I claim the Columbia Basin as home now? Now that I have swathed around a bit? I think I could if I wanted to.

Alsoooo I ate sushi outside on a blankey and watched the sunset with somebody that I care a lot about lately : ) Sushi is my favorite. Sushi plus the sunset? Double Favorite?